Good days, bad days, okay days. Still get very sad and jealous when my friends husbands express their love for their wives. Still wonder why mine couldn't get away fast enough. He is so different now that it's really hard to believe its the same person. He's really not worth pinning over, but I can't seem to stop. Don't really want who he is, but am sickened at the thought of him with other women. Good thing I have my God and my kids.